Dia Milikku
August 4, 2008 by ikin
..Boleh jadi kamu membenci sesuatu, padahal ia amat bagimu..dan boleh kamu menyukai sesuatu, padahal ia amat buruk Bagimu.. Sesungguhnya Allah Maha Mengetahui..
I read this quote frm a novel .. At this moment, I just really HATE my job.. But, just think at the bright side.. herm.. I need to do this for my family business, to expand my father’s business empire.. supaya ikin ada knowledge and tak mudah kena tipu.. sb spjg keje kat audit ni, ikin rs, ikin dah develop sikit in profesionalism sceptism…It is almost a year I joined PwC and still at the learning process.. Mmg la ikin benci job ni, but, I think Allah knows the best.. Mungkin ini dugaan utk ikin …
Ada one of my collegue selalu cakap ‘ kita tak tau sape jodoh kita ..’ yurp, I agreed.. Risau la pulak dpt jodoh ngan org kita benci?? let me rephrase back, bukan benci, tapi tak suka.. kalau dia seorang kaki menyakat @ sarcastic, mcm mna ikin dah hidup spjg hayat?? mungkin.. lepas tu, jangka hayat ikin pendek sebab selalu kena buli…
but then, ikin selalu buat benchmark lelaki idaman ikin.. ‘nak muka mcm MARK WESTLIFE’.. for sure x dpt kan??sometimes tu rs tertekan la jugak dgn keje, and tgk our collegues sms dgn buah hati masing2.. me pulak?? anta sms kat adik ‘Along balik lambat ari ni.. Tak payah beli makanan..’ and kat my senior ‘I’ve updated my AWP in the server’.. takperla, mungkin Allah lambatkan permintaan ikin.. Mungkin Dia nak suruh ikin appreciate kot??
Tapi, everytime ikin sedih,ikin selalu mengadu kat Dia.. sebab Dia lebih Maha Mengetahui.. Sebab kalau cerita kat org lain, tak mungkin diorang akn fully understand problem ikin.. Biasanya kalau tertekan sgt dgn keje and client or my life, ikin pergi surau and amik sembahyang.. and solat.. baru jiwa rasa tenang sikit.. and, from Hlovate’s ikin baca, dia ckp, when we want to hear frm Allah, we read the Quran.. yerp.. its so true.. barula jiwa rs tenang.. it just a pedoman for me myself and all.. kalau tetiba terjaga tgh2 mlm tu, ader peluang tu, buatla qiamullail.. cukup ker bekalan kita kat Akhirat? sb ustazah pernah ckp, paling tidak pun sekali seumur hidup.. But ask urself.. is it enough? kita pun unsure whether ibadah kita diterima Allah..masa 1st time ikin buat, masa form2.. itupun mama suh buat.. ikin ikut jer ckp mama tapi tak faham sgt.. then, masa form 3, selalu buat.. itupun sebab nak exam.. punya la khusyuk n tawaduk.. but, Allah tau apa nawaitu kita sbnrnya.. huhuhu.. then, masuk MRSM.. kawan ikin selalu ajak buat qiyam, .. then.. pas keluar MRSM, semua kat atas diri kita..
nanti ikin abis job kat Sime UEP on the 22 Aug .. tak sabarnya.. pastu pergi community outreach programme i.e. mengajar budak2 anak yatim..Hrp2 semuanya berjalan lancar..
^^ fallin in love in video clip Yovie Nuno- Dia Milikku’.. Video Clip tu kat UK.. Teringat kat UK.. full of sweet memories ^^
